bring on the new year!!

Here I am again, (we are really quiet at work hence why I have time to record all my rantings and ravings lol) So to bring you up to speed in one sentence: my brother is in an unconfirmed incestual relationship with our aunty

ok, so I have had this inkling for quite some time now, trying ever so hard to NOT bring it to my parents attention because then it will all be my fault because my brother does not know how to accept the consequences of his actions, so I bite my tongue and dont breathe a word.  I know that may sound morally wrong to some of you but this is the relationship that I try to maintain with my brother, try to keep the trust.

fuck that – all that went out the fucking window the night that he decided he would bring his STUPID mate to my house and invite his stupid slut face over as well – only for her to drink my alcohol before she fucked off to an all expenses paid pary, to then return off her face and decide that this is the most appropriate time to come clean. Once before in my life I have let my feelings get the better of me when I am drinking and I was very close to letting it happen again when she did this. I literally almost strangled the bitch. I cannot believe how a person who:
a) was a part of our family for 9 years as a respected aunty, sister in law etc…
b) once saw the person she now calls her “partner” as her nephew (once upon a time) 
c) had him living with her, under her roof with the father of her child since he was a minor (fyi the 10 yo girl calls my uncle her dad but in actual fact he is not. her mother has no idea who her father is)
d) expects our family to “grow to accept” it
e) doesn’t see there is anything wrong with what she is doing

can justify doing something like this. It really escapes me.

Not only are all the above true, why can she not see that what she has done will ruin his life before its hardly begun? This is going to scar him for life… :(

I think back through all the shit that happened with their living situation and now see that she was the sole instigator in this. I believe that to begin with the room sharing was 100% platonic, but as time went on and she got lonlier etc… she began to seperate him from the girls that would come for congugal visits to make him as lonley as she was. No 17 yo in their right mind (apart from one that is horny) would go there with someone that looks like her, let me paint a picture: she is about 5 ft nothing, weighs well over 120kgs horrible blotchy skin with stretch marks from here to nam, smells because she doesnt shower, lives like a PIG and has two kids…. especially no 17yo that is 6ft2, athletic build and in the past has had beautiful girls his own age.. Have I been in a timewarp? Did the world somehow change since I was 17? because I know when I was 17 there was no way I would even consider touching anyone who is older than 22!!!!!!?????

To add to the rantings: She is our aunty. Not under the eyes of the law of course, in this stupid country it is completely legal to marry your blood relative first cousin! (wtf?) I have looked into it. The only thing I can say 100% for certain is that this relationship is culturally, morally, ethically and socially taboo. it is wrong. If cyfps did get a call from someone I am SURE that they would be extremely interested to know that she has shacked up with a kid half her age and is the biological 1st cousin of her youngest child!!!!!!

but once again, I will bite my tongue. I am a strong believer in karma. What goes around comes around LP, you know who you are.

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